Part 4

Have you ever wondered if the person you first loved and broke up with still had those feelings as when you first met? Well some do, others don't. I'm just glad mine was the few that do. (at least I think he does. Now I am not sure) It has been a while since I've seen Tyler. At first it was awkward to talk to him, then it came easier and easier. I went from talking to him for 5 minutes to talking to him for 20. I was so excited, yet scared. Excited because that means I'm getting used to him again. Scared because I didn't want what happened last year to happen agian. I wanted him to know that I am the same person that he had fallen in love with back in my 8th grade year, his 7th grade year. I haven't changed. I never will change. I just want things to go back to the way they were. I just want to know I have someone protecting me, someone stading up for me....Someone loving me.